2013...

Wow, I just realized that I have not posted in over a year!!!
I'm still around...not that anyone particularly cares but, I am still hanging around.
I am not hiding because I have gained all my weight back.  As a matter of fact I have not gained all my weight back and I am feeling really good about that!  I have gained about 10 pounds but still hanging in there and never giving up.  I am frustrated with where I am and trying to read inspiring blogs to try to make sense out of where I am with my weight.  Why is it that some people can just decide to do it and they lose the weight and then maintain.  Not that there aren't bumps in the road but they can lose 100 or more pounds and then work at maintaining.  I did really good losing 75 pounds and then STOPPED losing!  I still have 50 to go and for three years I have tried so many different tweaks to my diet and exercise to try to get back on a steady losing pattern, and nothing has worked.
What happened??? and why can't I get the right combination of food, exercise, water, and sleep.  It is like I have no idea what I am doing now, nothing is working, and I was doing so well for so long!
If anyone has any ideas please leave me a comment.  I would like to hear from even one person.
Have a great day and be healthy!