Changing the way I think about food and it's purpose in my life.
Focusing on eating healthy and being healthy.

* Weight loss Progress *

First big goal that I set for myself....when I make this one I will set another one to a final goal.
I DID IT...I made my goal...I can't believe it!!! I Lost 70 pounds! July 22, 2010
I'm setting a new goal to lose 40 more pounds...to get closer to an unknown final goal.
* Thank you for visiting my blog....please leave me a comment ....I would love to hear from you! *

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Training secrets and weigh-in Day...





Yesterday was weigh-in day. I lost 2.8 pounds this week. It feels really good to have a loss after staying the same for 3 weeks. what feels even better is that I am back down to 75 pounds lost!! I only saw it for one week in September then gained 2 pounds back and stayed the same for awhile after that. I am so happy to be back to 75 pounds lost. Now I just need to keep it off!
I got a new HYC badge and added a healthy heart to my healthy hearts chart. I also got to check off another goal. (I added a few more goals so I would have something to work towards too.) I took a new picture of me 75 pounds down.

I got in a bit more exercise this week outside of my training days since my training intensity has gone down. And the number of days per week that I was training has gone because 2 of the 4 I am teaching now.
Sooooooo...........now that I am on the subject of training............I have been feeling guilty for not sharing with you more about my training. I trust you with my eating habits but not with my training.....what's up with that?? Well, I didn't share in the beginning because I struggled with other peoples comment when I would tell them so I just decided that I would keep it to myself. But now I realize that was based on my insecurities. I know none of you are judgmental and would only support me. I did start another blog about my training but, I rarely write on it now...... one day I will have the whole story down for you to read. I accomplished a major goal this summer and really want to share it with you.

I EARNED A BLACK BELT IN KARATE !!!


Yes, you read it right. Me, a 45 year old overweight mom of 4 got a black belt in karate last month. I have trained for 5 years to get it. The last 8 months have been the most intense training ever to finally go through a 2 hour test to get my black belt.....and I passed!!! (part of the reason I have not had time to blog) I know you will all forgive me for not sharing and I will be free to share more about it now that I have that secret out in the open. When I first started I was at my highest weight and any time I would tell someone that I was doing karate they would just look at me and say..."you???? , don't you have to be in shape to do that??? So, I quit telling anyone and started getting in shape while I was doing it and lost 75 pounds in the process.
I would love to answer any questions you might have about what I do...please ask.

So now you know that is why my training has decreased....I have started a new rank, first degree black belt, and it is less intense than the highest degree of brown belt.......for now that is .....while I am learning the moves. And now that I have a black belt I can help teach new students. It has been so much fun helping people learn the moves. I love teaching.

I have gained so much from doing karate. I think the number one thing has been confidence !!!! Confidence that I can do it and it has helped with my weight loss so much! I train with a great group of people for the most part....there is one that gives me a bad time every now and then but, I have learned that even physically fit people have insecurities about themselves and like to put others down to make themselves feel better. I just need to push on and be happy with myself and the things that I'm not happy with I am trying to change. And besides....I got my black belt now....ha ha!!!!!......Oh, sorry did I let that slip out??? I will work on my attitude! :)
There has been a lot of ups and down though the process of training for a black belt for 5 years with physically fit people and teenagers with attitude. I am trying to write it all down and if I ever get it down I will share it with you.

I had so much fun telling you all the good news I almost forgot I was going to to write about the bad eating day I had today. My meals were healthy but, I had some really unhealthy, high calorie snacks today....like cinnabon "center of the roll" cup with a hot mocha at mid morning and a bit after that I had a cookie. Then I told myself "ok, everything is fine I will eat healthy the rest of the day......and I did.....until dinner time, I was snaking on cheese and crackers while making dinner. I don't snack while I cook anymore. And then after dinner I caved and had ice cream and another cookie. I better not keep this up or I will lose that nice new badge.

Tommorow will be a good day!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Tuesday training day...


I get to go train in a couple of hours. I'm so excited to get to train tonight. Last week I only got to train one night because the other class was cancelled. I really miss it when I don't train. No matter how I'm feeling when I go to train, I always feel better afterwards. I can see how people get addicted to exercise or running....it makes you feel so good.

I went to visit a friend today and had a nice visit and a cup of tea. It's amazing how people treat you different when you lose weight. She thinks I have somehow changed and I'm not the same person, like she doesn't know me anymore. How can losing weight make me different.....I still feel like the same person inside.
Has anyone else had this happen to them?? How do get them to see you are still the same friend?? It is affecting our friendship.

Well, I better eat lunch and get ready to go.
Hope everyone is having a great day!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

A great day for a walk...


Today was a great day for a fall walk. My daughter and I went for a walk today. We took the dog with us and my son went half way with us. It was very refreshing to breath in the fall air. I love this time of year. I really do not like the hot weather of the summer. I have been tolerating the heat a lot better lately though......maybe because I have lost weight or maybe because I make myself work out in it.....who knows?? This summer I did double training classes at 5:00-6 pm and 6:00-7pm when the heat is so bad in the building....no air conditioning what so ever!!!! HOT HOT HOT! sweat, sweat, sweat I only felt like passing out 2 times through the whole summer. I stayed on track today and had a great walk!

Friday, October 22, 2010

Good Friday...

Today was good. I ate well, stayed in my calorie range, drank my water, and got in a bit of exercise. I can't believe I did all of that in one day....I'm so proud of myself. It's been a while since I've gotten everything in that I need to do in one day. Mainly I lack in daily exercise, and then there is the daily strugle with the calories but, I am not giving up. I am worth taking care of myself. I deserve to be healthy. ;).
I can do this!!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Weigh-in Day...


So, here it is again..... weigh-in day. It seems to come so quickly sometimes. Ok...I'll get it over with.....I stayed the same again. I am disappointed but, not at all surprised.
I've been telling myself that I need to make some changes to get the ball rolling but I'm just not making progress. I have some good plans in my head, I think, just not put into action yet. I'm not giving up though!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went to train on Tuesday night and worked hard...that felt good to get that in but was overall in a down mood and feeling stressed. No training class tonight...it has been canceled. I'm bummed about that today. I went yesterday morning to teach and had a blast. I'm really liking teaching the new students and when I get a chance I love to help fine tune the ones that have been there awhile, like I did on Monday.
My goal is try to get in more exercise this week and keep on my calorie count as usual.
I did make more time to blog this last week and I'm glad for that......the inspiration and encouragement really helps.
I can do this and I'm not giving up....I am worth it!! :)

Monday, October 18, 2010

Hope everyone had a better weekend than I did! I haven't been feeling very good this week and I'm extremely tired. I already had a migraine this morning.....what a way to start a Monday!
I have really been trying to curb the sweet cravings but, this morning I gave in to temptation.....I started the day with half a brownie and a cup of mocha.
I better get ready to go, time is ticking away and I have a training class to get to this morning so I can help teach. (Tomorrow I will go to train)
Have a great day!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Weigh-in Day...


Well, I think the sweets are catching up to me. I Stayed the same this week....no loss, no gain though either. I will need to work harder this next week if I want to see a loss. I think I need to do some changing around again of calories and exercise. Or maybe it's that I just need to get more serious and motivated. I don't mind small and steady losses but, I'm really slowing down here. I need to do some reading about how many calories I should be eating to lose weight....I know most of you are good at this...how do I keep the weight coming off?? What is the lowest amount of calories to be eating and still be healthy?? I always heard you should never go under 1200 but I'm getting close to that and I still have quite a bit of weight to lose. How do I keep lowering it?

I went to train tonight for about 1 hour & 45 min. with some stretching in there. I had a good time. I am a bit sore from my arm curls yesterday though. My goal is to get back into 2 classes by next week then I will get in 2 hours of training twice a week and then try to get in 30 minutes of some other movement on the days I'm at home. We'll see how that plan works out.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Healthy lunch followed by chocolate....

I did it again after lunch. I ate a healthy lunch and then ate a bite of brownie and a small piece of chocolate. I am going to keep working on this. I did not go on a sweet binge so I can be happy about that.

I am not training on Wednesday mornings any more because I am now teaching. I have a new beginner that I help teach things to. I still do warm ups with everyone but not a full hour of training. When I came home I did some arm curls and leg lifts today as I watched The Biggest loser. I did about 40 minutes. I feel good about doing that and not just sitting there. I am working on getting in some exercise at home again. Last night I had a good training hour and worked on a lot of new things.....laughed a lot trying to do new things but, laughing burns calories too......right???

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Sweets...trouble!




I'm having trouble with sweets this week. I have been craving sweets lately. I never really had trouble with sweets before but, lately I have been wanting sweets after every meal that I eat. What is that all about?? Then I end up adjusting my calories to accommodate the sweets and it doesn't leave much for good healthy food. I hate how it makes me feel at the end of the day. I get bloated up and sometimes I get jittery after I eat something sweet. Then I drink more water to hopefully flush out my body.
What is wrong with me.....I need a healthy alternative! I think it actually started a couple of weeks ago when our neighbor came back from India after being there for 5 months and brough back 2 boxes of Indian sweets. They are like ground almond and ground cashew fudge. And the other one is like crispy pie crust with layers of lemon and licorice....indescribable yumminess!!!
Well, needless to say no one in my family liked them except me. I did limit myself to one a day after the first couple of days but I think that set me on a sweet craving..??
Ok....enough of that.
I am trying to get in more exercise this week. My summer training schedule has ended and I need to get a new plan. I used to try to get in 30 minutes of moving each day at home on the days I'm not training. I think I will try to do that again. I love to play DDR and Wii Fit. My bike has had a flat and I haven't rode it all summer. I like to walk too. So, I have options, I just need to get my rear in gear!!
Have a GREAT week!

It's been how looooong???

Wow, It's been so long since I posted or updated my tickers that they are gone!! I updated one of them but can't get the other to update. I guess I will have to post a new one now.
I have been so busy all summer long. I am trying to get settled into a fall routine right now.
I realize how much I miss all of your support and encouragement. And how I miss encouraging all of you too.
My weight is still going down (ever so slowly - topic for a future post). I hit 75 pounds lost on September 9 and did not post it. This week I am up 2 pounds so I didn't think I should get a new HYC badge till I get back down and take the time to post it. That is my mini-goal right now...to get the 2 pounds back off and keep them off so I can get that new "75 pounds lost" badge!!
Hope everyone is having a GREAT week.
I would love to hear from anyone who is still out there.