busted heart...

This is my new favorite song! Music really speaks to my heart and helps me stay at peace in my head.
I have had a lot on my mind lately and many things in my heart. Life gets complicated at times and yet God is still always in control. I thank God for family and good friends.

I have lost the motivation that I once had for losing weight. I'm not sure what has happened. I got lazy. I got scared. I got caught up in the new me. I am afraid of the unknown. I let people's comments and lack of compliments get to me. I wasn't sure that I could maintain what I had accomplished. It got harder. It's taking too long. I dropped the "me" time to exercise.

Now what? I want to move on. I have maintained for a year or so and I want to move on. I'm tired of sitting still at this weight. I want to lose more but, how???? I know that is a silly question since I already lost 75 pounds but, I'm not not sure I can lose more. Each day seems to be a struggle at where I am.

Any ideas...any help??
Have a great day.